On the morning of his June 17 race at Salem, Dorie Sweikert recalled her husband complaining his car wasn't handling quite right. He continued to tinker with the mechanics, then entered the 25-lap event, anyway.

Sweikert was completing just his fourth lap as Oakland driver Ed Elisian's car seemed to push Sweikert gradually higher and higher up the banked track.

"I saw him coming out of the fourth turn, he and Ed up so high," Dorie Sweikert said. "I didn't see him airborne."

Sweikert's car flew over the outside wall, through a photographer's booth and crash-landed in a weed patch. Sweikert was thrown from the car and was pronounced dead of head injuries upon arrival at Washington County Hospital.

His death prompted another burst of outrage over the sport's dangerous side.

Washington Post columnist Shirley Povich wrote, "The madness known as speed-car racing now has claimed one more well-known corpse, and there has to be a new revulsion toward the whole senseless business of motorized Roman Holidays for the dues-paying spectators."

Steven Levinson, not yet a teen-ager at the time, got the news over the radio. "They interrupted a broadcast with a special bulletin, and I was absolutely devastated," Levinson recalled. "He was one of the good guys.

"I don't know how you could be the wife of a race car driver in those days. You go to Salem, and you go home a widow. It's like Iraq — it's that kind of grief."

That grief gripped the loved ones of dozens of race car drivers in the 1950s. Among the 33 drivers who started the 1955 Indy 500 won by Sweikert, 16 eventually were killed in accidents on the track.

Fifteen were gone within just seven years.

For Dorie Sweikert, the loss never really went away. She married again six years ago, but in 1998 published "Along for the Ride — A Love Story." The book is a personal, poignant and sometimes painful look back on her time with Bob Sweikert.

"It had been there in my head and in my heart for a long time," she said. "One day I just said, 'OK,' and I wrote it."

Dorie doesn't blame anyone for Sweikert's death. She figures it was a combination of factors, but mostly this: "It was Bob's time to die, and he died."

Fifty years later, her memories of those days paint a picture of the entire experience.

"There were exciting, happy, even playful moments," she said. "And there were sad ones. Times you just didn't want to look."